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2004-08-08T13:23:00.000-05:00

Switched to a xanga now.... check it out my name is dancer9889.... ~later guys

2004-05-31T15:12:00.000-05:00

Alright so this is whast going on:
I leave in 6 days to go work at Camp
Meanwhile my tonsels are freakin big and the dr. said i have to get them out but i cant take the time off work so i guess im jus gonna have to live out until icome back from work which wont be til 2nd week of august...o well....
But im taking my finals early and the teachers are still teaching and it sucks cuz i have to read ahead for everything and just try to do everything mean time i need to start packing an dmy friends are just not being the greatest help right now.When i really need someone there, they arent there. Its gonna be really hard for me and jordan this summer i think just cuz we'll be apart but im coming back july 10th and hopueflly we can spend time together our 2nd month annv. in June 5th which is this saturday before i leave and i have dance stuff wednesday- my dress rehearasal and then dance show is on saturday and guess what! no ones coming to see me...everyones going to Jamies graduation but whatever im use to not havin people to come see me, so it doesnt really bother me and so its okay but yeah....
I just been really vulnerable lately espically this week i just try to get along with everyone and it just doesnt work its been so emotional and i just have no one to run to so i end up just crying every night just cuz i dont feel well and i feel so alone i mean i know i have people around me for stuff but i dunno i just feel compltely lonely where i just feel completely alone and i just dont know why.. i dunno its just really hard for me, but yeah i dont know im leaving in a week and it seems like everyone hates me or there is something wrong, but o well i cant do anything about it now.- off to go do some studying bye

2004-05-12T22:36:00.000-05:00

Hey guys-
I know i know it's been a while, and i know i say that a lot but its hard to keep up. I'm taking my finals early so i can leave for Michgian on time- always a good thing... im excited to work at camp this summer i really need to start makin money but also to get a job.
Down side of things we got our hip hop costumes i want to shoot myself they are so skimpy and stuff im debating if i should go to the final show or not...its just ridiclous!!! o well...i dunno what to say but school is almost done and im ready to just get into the summer althou it will be a working summer its okay i need the money in order to buy a car and to go to college...Speaking of cars...im turning 16 in a few months im excited no more askin for rides!!

my new person of the past few weeks is Jordan...as everyone knows lol- everyone keeps askin about him so might as well just get this out there yeah me and jordan like eachother...yes we wanna get serious as in a dating relationship...honestly i see some great adventures/future stuff with him and i know im only 15 but like hes just so awesome and i wish everyone could see that in him but they probably dont just because...i dont know but hes cool and hes super nice and i love to just be around him we have a good time laughing and making fun of eachother its just great and we swtich back the whole your mom loves me thing...its cute and of course i wanna have a serious dating relationship with him but my mom wont allow it til i turn 16 so...jordan hold on!!! lol and we can just be a serious couple lol- on the flip side!!!

i dunnno what to say so im going to bed...~! i'll talk to ya'll later
~much love~
*me*

2004-04-12T14:30:00.000-05:00

Once again I'm back.

I dunno easter was good really didnt do anything, but i went to my family parties but yeah.

I got a job in Michigan....all summer long, im excited kinda scared but im sure its gonna be great for me, poor Jordan wont have any firends lol just kidding, but yeah im gonna be gone for the whole summer come back sometime durnin the 1st or 2nd week in august. My mom almost started crying im sure she will when i leave its gonna be hard for her but its a good start for right now for me and her since i will be leaving for college in a few years to arizona so im excited.

Oh yah, Alex comes in next weekend from boston im excited its gonna be fun to hang out with him here... show him around and stuff it will be all good just the fact tat im dragging Jordan and Liz in it too hahah

I dunno what to say nothing really special is going on i guess....just the same old stuff.But yeah if you ever wanna talk gimme a call on my cell (yay!!!) or IM or email me or whatever if you want...

~emy~
*Greekc23*
- smile830@earthlink.net -

2004-04-05T17:23:00.000-05:00

Never really realized that anyone actually reads this stuff...until Kyle told me haha. But yeah. My weekend went somewhat good... I was at the bulls game on Friday and enjoyed the suite we always get ...amazing good and dessert hehe (sooo goood) but yeah game was really good they went into over time and it was pretty intense.
Saturday, though it was a pain in the butt to leave my dads house cuz he gave me a hard time about it, like always, i ended up leaving n i went to Souled Out with Jackie and Andy...and met up with some people up there... i really liked it that night i mean i wasnt totally fired up for God but it was a good kick in the butt to start getting back on track....then we went BOWLING!!! hehe 2 times in like a week...lets just say we thank the bumpers for their help (jackie) haha...it was good thou and it was nice to get out with people. I've been havin a lot of crap going on around me and i just needed to get out.

I dont think people really realize how much my friends mean to me or anyone that i have met. I had a lot of time to just think about it and i really look forward hanging with my friends and just being with them they are like my place away from home. Anyways i just thought ya'll should know that...

Dance is this Thursday....definately am getting pumped for our dress rehearsals soon....its gonna be good really cool because we going to be at CLC for the "show" n im sure it will be a better stage then the studio we are in now which we are all like on top of eachother but its all good im excited...

Okay... i promise this is the last night ill write... Easter is comin up and im so excited because after seeing the Passion my heart sinks so much more and just being able to recognize so much more but yea... im getting ready to leave i have to go get a new cell...we'll leave that story for next time.
Bye guyz

~em~

2004-03-13T21:25:00.000-06:00

Hey whats up guys-

Been a while sorry i know more drama in my life all over again... hopefully it will get better

dance is doing so good! so excited performance is like June 5 and 6th if anyone wants to come let me know ill hook ya up with more info about that stuff..

a lotta stuff going through my head lately... just been really confused and just not sure what to do so i been totally out in my own world lately... good news thou i got my permit already got my first hour done lol but it sucks when your mom's car broke down so i have no car to drive so i wait til my sister's come home so i can drive their car or my friends cars.... lol not that great but atleast im driving im doing really well thou!! yay!

5 mon.'s til my bday n ill be 16 finally!!! grr hehe but yeah o well! so i dunno what to say havent realyl been productive lately so i have nothing really to say but just to let anyone know if you never need anything feel free to call me on my cell

~emy~
*greekc23* (aim)
-Smile830@earthlink.net -(email)

2004-02-24T22:06:00.000-06:00

O MAN I FORGOT I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST WOOOT WOOT!!! hehe so excited im gonna drive... people ill let ya know a half an hour before i get out on the road, so you got time to get off hehe.... just kidding im really good---- um not that i would know... cuz um of course i dont drive illegaly!!! Id never in my life do that ... thats bad... tahts wrong... it could be a sin (Ashley lol). CHAO!

~party like a rock star with me~
*me*

2004-02-24T22:04:00.000-06:00

oooo man been so long... sorry guys. Life has been hectic like no other!!! No where to begin. I've change completely like myself its kinda cool in a way but weird, but yeah. I've found myself a lone a lot which doesnt really bother me a lot i kinda like it that way, and cuz i cant really trust anyone anymore.. cuz for most things i say i get chewed out at or been ignored lol.... so im back to writing again its good thou its weird to look back at what i have written a while ago and be like wow i wrote that and i feel that way again, i dunno lol. Dance is going well for all those who care... hip hop, goood stuff....we are beginning our performance its gonna be in the first week of June if ya wanna see me cuz i dont think my family will be coming cuz of something going on... hehe its horrible to say that but so true. O well theres always a tape recorder lol.
My horse has been in so much pain its pretty bad so im there like everyday cuz hes havin probloems thanks to Jackie and Andy sooooo much you guys were a bigg help!!!! but yeah my poor baby... hes my baby. But yeah.....
Soooooo excited for the movie "The Passion" to come out im seeing it tomrrow i heard it was really good.... and im so ready to be in tears. I hope this movie... actually i know this movie is gonna do so much to this.. and we all know that its gonna do big things cuz evreything is in the media and everyone listens to the media so its gonna be great! im so excited!...but yeah.
I'd type up some of my writings on here but they are pretty bad in the sense of like mentions of suicide...(dont be alarmed..)
but yeah if ya wanna hear some hit me up and ill totally let ya in on it....
im out like a fat kid in dodge ball!!! hehe

Rock out!
~laterz~
*me*

"Pink tux to your prom"

2003-12-21T20:50:00.000-06:00

hey-
wats up guys....? not to much going on here. Winter Break started!!! yay been out all weekend so tired its crazy, so i made it a stay home Sunday, to catch up on sleep and what not. My sister came home and shes havin a new years party its a toga party so it shall be fun! All her college friends, they are so funny, so cute lol....I got my heart rate monitor thing off no more wearin that so excitin let me tell ya! it was getting really itchy and stuff..havent gotten any results back yet which is a good thing in a way. But yeah -Sarah and jessica are home im so excited, we had some major fun when they got home-its gonna be so sad when they have to go back home..and nathan he left me on saturday to go back home =( i miss him hes so much fun to talk to....love that kid, (hope all is going well with jess) but yeah i miss my friend Dee a lot i wish she was around i had so many memories of stuff today about her and I together, but yeah christmas is in 3 days!! i cant believe it its gone by so fast- so im happy to be home and jsut with my family it should be a good christmas but if i dont talk to you all before then Merry Christmas and happy holidays- hope u all get what u watn from Santa ;-)...laterz guys
Emy

2003-11-23T13:31:00.000-06:00

hey hey people whats going on? n2m here so i went to t dr.'s im on this event monitor for 30 days so im all wired up they dont know whats wrong so hopefully this will find something. But yeah i lost about 8 lbs in 2 weeks so far so good im so excited- i wanna lose like 10-15 lbs by like Dec 6th so hopefully i can do that- dont worry im on a healthy diet so im not killing myself but yeah- just wanted to update on that- thanksgiving is coming up soon....so excited im ready to eat so its just gonna be a killer cuz of my diet so im gonna like exercise nonstop before dinner and after lol so hopefully ill be okay after that- Hip hop is going pretty well learning some cool stuff Jim is funny hes like yeah? after every like move or word its funny....but yeah things are giong well in my family i guess if they arent no one tells me anything- my grandpa is recovering from surgery which hes doing well which is good cuz my grandma cant drive so he needs to get well soon so he can go shopping and stuff- but yeah i babysat til 2am last night made$60 so not tooo bad- JON wrote me a letter im so excited i was so happy to hear from him i miss him a lot love that kid....so i g2g and write him a letter back before i forget or something and i might go off and ride my horse so IM me sometime if anyone needs someone to talk to .... later Emy

2003-11-18T22:06:00.000-06:00

annnd Im back.... haha yeah sorry guys i havent really been around stuff to do people to see lives to ruin lol jk about the ruining thing haha. anyways life is doing alrite something is wrong with my heart so Im going to doctors on Friday for my heart i get another EKG and an ultra sound on my heart to see whats going on its freaking crazy! I got a horse!!! yeah its so exciting, yeah , its so much fun like feeding and ridding n brushing and what not its great! haha but yeah is name is Rebel, totally doesnt fit him cuz hes so mellow but its all good- its a lot of work but so much fun. Im on weight watchers and im doing good so far lost 4.2 pounds yeah i have to add that .2 lol it makes a difference! Ill keep updating you on that- its fun lol. My sister and I are doing it together some what lol yeah exciting stuff and schools alrite its not to hard not to bad so its all good i hate geometry it sucks thou my teacher just drives me crazy cuz he cant teach or im just stupid and dont understand it. But this past weekend was great i hung out with my sis and her friends at her college they are great i had so much fun i didnt end up getting home til 3am it was fun we had a good time, steph Moss lol we still have to roll around and dive in bushes and stalk that guy haha it'll be fun- o yeah i started dance hip hop dance so much fun the girls are really nice and Jim is great so funny cuz hes like yeah after every word he says its great. and Amy and Jenna how we all switched names yeah that was great. Yes im Amy, and this is Emy haha great stuff Amerz... but yeah anyways im off to do something i dont know what yet but yeah ill try to keep updating soon (hopefully) ::fingers crossed:: ~laterz~
PS: Sarah we'll go see Nathan in chic. i promise so Nathan get ready haha

2003-10-05T22:19:00.000-05:00

O man I know so long ago but no one really reads this anymore so I don't feel that bad- but hey ill catch yah up on the life of emy! Well lets see... MY CUBBIES!!! They won yah!! I knew they could do it!! So excited for them!! Rock on! Okay anyways.. Lets see o dance has been so much fun! Like its been cool especially with Amy and Jenna its been cool and so much fun, we like crawl outta there guys and we sweat so much its funny lol.
Well God is just amazing u know- I have set away guys from now and just totally have focused on him and its been so good for me. I've been real good! o and yeah the guy Joe from the band Chevelle definately came over to my house lol yeah had dinner with him hes soo cool lol i saw all the famous ppl in his cell phone- lets just say i almost died!!! haha so cute! lol
and yeah i didnt go to hc this year- but hey its all good i had fun sitting at home working on my global issues paper guys dancing in my room working on the pc- i kinda regret it but its all good theres always next year - and theres more dances this year so its okay.... what else-- o i hate geometry someone kill it for me i hate it- im getting a solid B in that class but i manage to get like C's on the tests!grrrr.....well anyways Dee is coming from Arizona in 6 days guys 6 days im counting them down and im happy cuz i havent seen her in forever since she moved! O guys i know what im gonna be for halloween!!! TINKERBELL!!! thats so cool lol my lil brothers gonna be peter pan and capt. hook so i was like yay!!! im gonna be tinkerbell lol--- okay on to sadder news Jon tomek is leaving very soon for the Marines im sad to see him go but remember guys its only 3 months and a week =( yeah but still its okay ill live hes cutting off his hair i love his hair its soo nice but its all gone!!-- no more emotional help from him for a few months but there are things called letters which will take forever but its all good- anyways- im off to try to go to sleep cuz well its late... later guys love me ***emy***

2003-09-08T20:28:00.000-05:00

Hey-
So sadly school has started, but see all my classes are so easy i could cry, thats a good thing thou. My bday was good thank you to everyone who got me stuff, it was fun! Rock climbing and Camping that weekend was a blast- even thou i came home with bunch of bruises and scratches its all good!! less than a year til i get my eye brow pierced(yay)...but yeah school is pretty easy, not bad at all except geometry which im gonna like crawl outta that class, hopefully it will get better. Dance starts the 18th of Sept. im excited- hip hop class should be fun with Amy. I have been doing so well with my quiet times with all of those who know my spirtual life, i just hate quiet times, but this past week i have really been on it ive already read 2nd corinthians and galations, anyone have any good book that they wanna recommened tell me please!! i need something intreasting.....but i think i start bible study soon which should be fun cuz im in Jeanie's and Lois and they are just the greatest ladies in the world, they just brighten your day- and hopefully this year they wont have to hear about some bad homecoming stories so we dont have to go chase down the kid and make him go with me .....cough Jeff cough.... haha..... but i think this kid ransom is the cutest freshman ive ever seen- hes just got so much going for him and i can see it im so excited to hang out with him this weekend and some other ppl if u wanna come along call me up and come with it would be cool, we dont know what we are doing yet but it should be fun cuz i mean come on now you get me and jon and liz together of course its gonna be fun!!!, by the way Jon Tomek leaves in a month less than a month ... im sad but its okay its only for 3 months and a week.... its gonna pretty long but hopefully it will go by fast, cuz im gonna miss him. but yeah anyways i should really go study for the 5 quizes that im gonna have in the 2nd week of school....o also shout out to Lisa P. ---your bday is Sept. 11 thats sooonnnn yayyyyyy!!! and yes i know what day that is but its lisa's bday we should be happy instead of sad. love ya all!!!
Emy

2003-08-17T13:34:00.000-05:00

Yo whats up guys?
not a lot here- yesterday was Liz's bday - happy bday!! yay! we hung out for a lil it was good and fun (Super Mario 3) haha, anyways my bday is what like 13 days! yay! gonna be 15 hooray! almost time to get my eyebrow pierced and my drivers license (well permit first but when im 16)... Not a lot has really been goin on, i have some friends over lately and its really cool to sit down with them and just hang out you know, i realy havent just sat down and talked with my friends for the longest time so it was good. But yeah- few more weeks til school starts and til I go rock climbing... but anyways im off to go do nothing for a while - im gonna enjoy it while i can
later guys
*(emy)*

2003-08-15T00:12:00.000-05:00

Hey- i know its been so long, its just its summer and i never really can keep up on this, only when im bored or have something to say and no one will listen, but yeah We took liz out for dinner tonite it was good to hang out with the girls it just wasnt that great so i thought, not to be rude if anyone reads this that knows who im talkinga bout. But ive been going throu stress a lot this past month just school starting, friends, and i guess you could say guys in general they just are butts i swear!
O yeah i went to arizona it was amazingly great i loved it i swear im movin there and never coming home, the road trip was great we went throu missouri, oklahoma, texas, New Mexico it was gorgeous but anyways it was nice and hot just the way i like it but not humid! it was like 114 everyday it was great, i got tan which is amazingly wonderful as u all know!
My bday is coming up so is stephs and jamies *(my sisters)* Steph and i have the same bday aug. 30th and for those of who dont know my sis we arent twins, we are 6 years a part and jamie shes gonna be 26 on the 27th of aug.
which also means i go rock climbig on my bday! score! hehe im excited but yeah school starts Sept. 2nd! im kinda excited to start a new year as an upper class man. But yea anyways its late and im going to go see Up Town Girls tomrrow fun fun i know it looks reallly good later ppls
*(emy)*

2003-07-10T12:12:00.000-05:00

O wow, been a long time i know....Been super busy with babysitting the boys from hell. no joke! But its getting better which is amazing, never thought that would happen!! But anyways i should tell you guys i got straight A's on the good ole report card yeah thats rite im a smart one!!! hehe, but this end of the month and the beg. of August is gonna be pretty hectic im kinda scared. July19th-25th is SEMP, im kinda scared cuz i mean im a shy person and that means im gonna break that barrier its stepin out of my comfort zone major, for all of those who dont know what that is its held at Wheaton College in IL and we are trained to speak the word of God to others, so like evangalism, and we get to go out on the streets of chicago and get to share our faith , theres itty bitty things that i didnt say but i gave you a brief over all... then i come up 25th- and Jeff comes home from California! yay! I miss his random visits to my house lol he just parks in my front yard waitin for me to notice that hes there lol its funny.. but yeah and then im leaving for arizona ppl!!! for 2 weeks yay i get away from my family except for Katie hehe i love her thou shes great, she gets me i think lol.. but yea i wont be back til the 9th and then my moms so called bf and sons are comin in the same day i get back so i have to hang out with them while they are here so yeah im pretty busy and my time with god is starting to get better cuz maybe im actually taken the time to sit down and talk to him and ive had so much on my heart lately thank god i have my friend Jon to be there and like understand me so much, not saying that my friends Sarah and Liz dont its just Jon has been throu most of the stuff i have so its easier to go to him...well neways im off cuz its my day off without kids yay!!
later guys
Emy

2003-06-18T15:51:00.000-05:00

i hate when my sis comes and asks me things im like why does it matter? I just get annoyed wit it all cuz shes alwasy assumin things., why would it matter i fi was going out with anyone or if im not? I understand shes trying to be a big sister and look out for me, but you dont see me going around saying did you make out with your bf, do you do this, do you do that. Anways i went swimming today but its now just raining so i came in. yup sooo tahts it for rite now cuz i dotn feel like talking cuz i dont need to feel bad anymore,
buh bui

2003-06-15T01:40:00.000-05:00

Hey guys-
So yes I've been busy lifes kinda hecktic but thats alrite. I actually had a really good night I went to Souled Out and it was just awesome but what made my day even more better is that i talked to Trey and like the cool thing is that like I talked to him about God and he didnt care like he wasnt like alrite stop like i dont wanna hear about it, and it feels great for someone to share what i think you know? Like im sure i can do that with a lot of people but for him its different cuz like my ex's it was really hard to talk about God with them so it felt really good to just talk about it without someone saying like yeah whatever and ignoreing me so thanks babe!!
But yeah like i really need to get back on track with god and stay with him this time no more falling out. But yeah anyways I got to write my Testimony for my sis and for SEMP so i really should do that but im gonna do it tomrrow even thou its fathers day but guess what people!! my pool is clean!! go us!! time to party in the pool forever!! yay! lol im excited can you tell?
and i have to go buy a new bathing suit but you know whats sad my best friend Dee is movin on wednesday shes movin to arizona but im gonna go visit her in July!!! But dont worry girl ill come down soon so we can see eachother!!
o yeah and how could I forget my best friend Stephen lol- i love him hes great- we got some deep convos and some really funny ones but anyways I hope all the girl things go well you know, same ole same ole but yeah anyways i think im doen for the night ill catch ya'll later
Love ya
Emy

2003-06-10T00:54:00.000-05:00

Omg so looooong ago---
good news school is out yay!!! time to party, anyways everything is going good summer should be fun hopefully ill hang out iwth tons of my friends this summer and make lots of mney and stuff well just wanted to stop in and say hi!! so if you wanna ever talk IM me Greekc23
_Emy_

2003-05-18T00:57:00.000-05:00

Hey guys-
Not sure if anyone really reads this anymore but who cares- Its been a good weekend so far i was at my brother Nick's soccer practice saw him play for awhile i was gonna stop by to see Drew play at Cary but he was just leaving so i didnt stop by =( but its okay!! I played soccer with my lil brothers all weekend long- and we played football- I'd have to say they are tough lil kids!! but o so cute lol- Talked to Drew on friday night- what a cutie =) hes soo nice but yea lol i hung out with my stepbrother hes going thro so much rite now it sucks to see him that way but he really needs to stra8en himself out you know hes a soph, and doesnt really got it all together and thats what i think might happen to my brother Steven.
Schools is almost over guys!!! 10 more days and 3 days of finals!! i can do it i swear! lol hopefully pull off some stra8 A's!!!! I really wanna go see stephen this summer me and him are like best buds! maybe he can come here for the summer or something but besides the point it will be a good summer im drainin my pool in the next few weeks or days cuz my sis comes home and we are gonna do that so we can have a nice clean pool!!!!
O and i babysat tonite for like 5 hours and made $45 not to bad at all!! and my mom owes me $16 and im getting paid $50 for helping her with a caterin job ($111) score!!! well anyways im off to go to bed looong night! later guys

2003-05-12T23:29:00.000-05:00

I know I know it has been a while- sorry! well the greek party we had was amazing!!! so much fun! my sis has some pretty cool friends. Mothers day was good i went to My sisters house in wisconsin we watched a movie and ate din din it was good! I hope all your mommys had a good one! Nothing realy has been going on but Liz got a date to prom!! i saw her in her dress... she looks amazing! drop dead gorgeous i swear! anyways! i really need to get my room finished hopefully soon! and people i got a scanner yay! now i have to try to hook it up ehhhh but o well-well school is almost over! thats always a plus- hope finals are a breeze but anyways im off to bed c y all later--- Emy

2003-04-28T16:15:00.000-05:00

well fun fun it was Easter weekend- it was quite fun actually Steph and I straightened our hair it looked cute i think i like my hair stra8 but i like it curly to.. o well anyways i got my ear cartalage pierced!! yay!!! cant wait to get my eye brow pierced .. when im 16 i can i made my mom sign this contract thing lol (ridicolous i know) but soo funny. anyways well im sick today:-( maybe ill feel better soon ive been like taking advil alll day!! and i watched harry potter! i love that movie! the new one is soo good- but yeah i cant wait til next week cuz my sis is having a greek party for her friends Im like yay!! party!! but anyways me excited for that and this past weekend was fun I went to 2 church services on saturday night they were good except willow was kinda boring but its all good- kellys cousin came in town hes pretty cute i have to say but kinda yeah well anyways yesterday was good brandon and katie were over and it was our greek easter we had a easter hunt lol i think katie had a lot more fun then i did lol shes soo cute i lover her lol--- but yeah anwaysy i think tahts it for today - ill ttyl!

2003-04-23T00:31:00.000-05:00

Do you ever have that feeling where you hurt so much cuz you know something but you just cant tell people cuz its a secret and if you tell someone it you are afraid they might look at that person like someone bad but like you love them soo much that it just hurts you? yeah well im struggling with that with a certian person- and well like i confronted her about it a while back cuz i just had way tooo much with it like it was tearing me up inside but she stopped and now shes doing again!!! like i just say what a whore like i know thats bad to say but like its soo true! Its like if i went out with someone and like fooled around- not saying i would cuz i have that respect for myself and then denying it to me like hello!!! im gonna find out- so might as well tell me now- well she was like ooo thanks for telling me cuz your rite blah blah blah!!! well guess what! shes doing it again and it just breaks my heart cuz its like well dont touch me dont look at me your gross leave me a lone!-- Im trying not to be so bitter but its soo hard not to be.....but anyways on an up lifting note
I went out with some friends tonite Laura and Chris it felt good to get outta the house with people i could trust and just have a good time with- we drove around well chris did lol and we had a good time. I was talking to this guy i really like before i left and i dunno i just love him and he knows that and we say it to eachother all the time- its just like i love you so much that i would die for you sorta thing- like i havent met him to be honest with you guys but we have been friends for 4 years and we are like best friends and we trust eachother with soo much stuff its amazing to see how far we come from it. I really love him and i think thats all that matters you know- i want him to come here this summer or i wanna try to go out there this summer ill c what happens what ever happens its in Gods hands thats all I can say.
I went to my brothers Youth Group tonite lol that was exciting- I was told that i should start coming every week and just kinda be like a Pre-leader type of thing and like lift up the 8th graders that are gonna become freshman and just like be their friends and just help them out so im gonna do that which i feel is great cuz i really havent been incontact with god a lot and i know that its my fault but i feel like this will get me going again, well atleast I hope so. Anyways I know theres a lot but ill stop o yeah its my dads Bday!!! well according to this time it was yesterday but o well!!! Later guys love yas!
Emy

2003-04-21T21:22:00.000-05:00

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2003-04-19T23:51:00.000-05:00

GODS SOOOO AMAZING I WISH THAT EVERYONE COULD UNDERSTAND THIS!!!!! could you tell that im on a spiritual high??! cuz i am!!! tomrrows american easter-- cuz well i celebrate greek easter too and thats not for another week- but anyways i hope that people will realize the meaning of easter and not just about the easter egg hunts- the easter bunny- the candy-or the eggs or anything but just to remember this day is for god!! i hope that everyone has a good easter and god bless if any of you intreasted in talking whats on your heart im open to help you out- IM me sometimes my AIM SN is: Greekc23 or email me smile830@earthlink.net
Love ya guys
Emy

2003-04-14T21:45:00.000-05:00

mmm Hey Lovers- haha
whats going on?? eh stuff has been going on its just i dont have time to write. But I can try to catch you up now....I have to find my friend a prom date sooo if your looking for one tell me cuz i got a girl for you!! lol (you know who you are- we'll go guy hunting for you) but besides the point its been an okay week. My weekend was great i got to hang out with my friend ashely rachel and Dee lol ashely and I are a riot when we are out with eachother i think rachel and dee would agree... i guess you could say we almost got thrown out lol-- ash we gonna hang out mooore often!!!! Shes been really great to me, shes been holding me up this whoollle year which is great, I can tell her anything and well even though we like the same guy its all good!! lol anyways its been soooo nice out side trying to get tan lol but i dont think its working anways im off to go study for a test on Romeo and Juliet- so if you get bored you can always talk to me hehehe Laterz
*EmY*

2003-04-09T22:53:00.000-05:00

Im sorry i havent written in such a loooong time so much has happened and seriously this time its great!!! Well as most of you know we had a surprise party for my dad for his bday on saturday it was a blast like all my family was there and my aunt Mirka lol shes great!!! I got the lecture on how im not allowed to date anymore lol, o well but it was fun i got to drink some stuff lol i was like oo can i have some of that and that and that it was funny. Some good times thats all i gotta say. well some may know that i know this guy in cali for about 3 years we met on lines hes a great guy like i would marry him i honestly would and he said the same to me like we just been there for eachother when no one else was there and it was just cool cuz we care soooo much for eachother well a big thing happened back in 7th grade some stuff that im not gonna go into but like i got in a lot of trouble for but besides the point I was like mom can i go visit him this summer and shes like no cuz i cant go see Doug(this guys shes seeing) Im like well can he come here sehes like suree im like can he stay at the house too? shes like yeah im like your joking rite? i said that like 5 times and shes like no im not im like ooomggg im like can i go call him shes like yea whatever so i did but the kid doesnt have his phone on im like your a loser!!!! But anyways im soo excitied i cant wait to tell him like im in love with this guy my best friend Dee knows like me and her were like all over him the first time we talked it was great, but im soo excitied. My aunt lives like 20 mls away from him shes like give me his address and im gonna go be your spy lol so i did and shes gonna be my spy and write love notes to him lol with my name on it its gonna be great i cant wait to see his reaction cuz he'll think that im there but im really not lol tricky aint it ? lol but yeah im soo happy rite now lol- well anways ill fill you guys in later- love ya guys
Emy

2003-04-01T13:10:00.000-06:00

Hey guys- its another boring but busy day today. Im babysitting sooooo much its physco. ( so i got a baby coming over at 1:30-til dark then at like 3:00 the 2 other kids are coming here so i have the baby and them and then at dark when the dad comes and picks up the baby hes dropping me off at the 2 kids house and i babysit til like 10 or 11 - they are all related so yeah) theres my babysitting day lol. Saturday night Andy came over and so did my friend Amy we had a blast- well me and amy did lol. Andy came over it just seemed like he didnt wanna be there so it was just weird, but anyways yeah me and amy and my brother and this girl that i babysit were like bouncing off the walls we were slidding on the floors and playing N64 it was soo much fun!!! but yeah anyways Last night me and D and Georgette went to go see a movie "How to Lose a Guy In 10 days" it was soo good but it was complete drama for the girls cuz popular people were there so they werent so happy about that and i was like whoo cares!! The girls know i love them to death but o well they are my friends and i love them!- I've been a physco women lately cleaning the house like every hour- I think im becoming my sister Stephanie- which isnt a bad thing cuz I think shes really cool shes like a role model for me- I wanna be like her but not completely like her i wanna be like an individual cuz everyones like o wow you sounded just like steph there im like greatttt thanks- its funny and cute but sometimes annoying, but yea anyways. ... I had a dream last night that i was in vegas- cuz i was suppose to go there for spring break but it was just weird that it came up in a dream!- anyways soo im just living life trying to make the best out of it- anyways ill be around ttyl! **Emy**

2003-03-28T21:26:00.000-06:00

Hey sup? not much here chillan like a villan hehe. as usual- haven't written for a while sorry about that. Lifes been sooo busy... NOT!!! anyways so spring break is finally here thank god!!! im ready to just kick back for a week even though im not going to Vegas anymore thats okay i wont die but anyways- So im hanging out with my friend andy tomrrow that should be a blast he soo funny hes a cool guy! but my friends Dee and Georgette i think are ditching me which sucks but its all good- yeah anyways Ill be around on line catch me if you can-Greekc23
Em

2003-03-24T22:46:00.000-06:00

Hey whats going on?
Its good ole' Monday- today wasnt really a bad day, i was really hyper and it was fun. I found out my friend from cali isnt going to LV cuz i might be going to Vegas for Spring break which is nice! But yeah i was kinda disappointed cuz we been friends for a while- its cool he knows i love him hehe anyways I hoping im still going to vegas you know how amazing that would be? tat would make my spring break amazing! Trying to butter my mommy up lol shhhh dont tell her! Or ill come after you. anyways schools going good i guess im heading to bed night
-Em

2003-03-22T19:02:00.000-06:00

So im back- but disappointed. I was suppose to hang out with my friend tonight yeah that sure happened, not that im mad at him im just disappointed. I called my friend earlier to see if she watned to hang out and shes like o ill call you at 6:30 when you get home yeah i called her shes out with someone else- and shes suppose to be my best friend??? I think not! just kidding- her mom said she'll call me when she gets in, so i guess im by myself tonite. It just sucks cuz this is like the thrid time in a row that i am ditched it so It hurts but ill get over it i guess, like all the other times. My friend Liz left for Whales yesterday- she called me thrusday night freaking out shes like i hope I dont die!! im like you'll be fine and you'll have a good time- so i hope she is. She told me shes gonna try to send me a post card which is cool! But anyways Ill be around I might just go watch the ring by myself since my friend ditched me for some odd reason which i still dont understand since i should have asked why? but i didnt- i just felt like getting off the phone as fast as possible- o well! Laterz
*eMyLiA*

2003-03-21T16:37:00.000-06:00

Hey guys!
whats going on? not much here. I have to go to my dads house this weekend! fun fun....not, but i get to come home tomrrow cuz im hanging out with some friends so it will be good- I had prayer group this morning it was really good like i was just really happy all day cuz its FRIDAY! yay!:-) but yea-im just stugglung with myself cuz im jealous of my one friend and i wont name the situation cuz a lot of people check this and it might be that person so yeah- but im trying not to - Im just trying to ignore that part maybe it will work! I hope so, but yeah drop me a line sometime Greekc23

2003-03-20T22:10:00.000-06:00

Hey guyz-
well the war has started, my opinion its a good thing. I just cant stand how these other people are out there protesting it, its like they wanna be on Iraq's side- apparently they dont understand that Hussan lets his men rape and beat children and women, not only that but take children away from their parents toture them to toture their parents then rip their eyeballs out and send them back to the their parents! I dunno i just think its physco.. but anyways
So today was a pretty good day- nothing really bad happened. Classes are really easy we arent really doing much- I think the teachers are getting to be slower cuz spring break is coming soon, not soon enough! well im out for now ill c ya guyz later
*eMyLiA*